Today is my husband’s birthday. For the first time in three years it is not also wrapped up in a baby announcement. Three years ago, we used his “surprise” birthday party to announce our first pregnancy. The last two years have involved sad doctor’s visits on his birthday. It is a relief to be able to just celebrate this year. I hate that his birthday has become so layered with sad days that it’s hard for me to separate a special, happy day from this season of loss remembered. But, today is for celebrating his amazing life and accomplishments. Tomorrow is for learning how to celebrate our angels.